Emotional...............

A sleepless night....
Again....evry once in a month...

feel frustruated,,moody,,sad,, and angry.... i really dont know WHY is it like that...
I hate myself,,,hate for cant let it go...hate for not let it past...
How much longer do i need to suffer,,or how much more do i need to suffer..???

Want to cry hard,,, but no reason for me to cry...
These feelings,, make me feel helpless...
Dont know what can i do to make myself feel better...no ONE here can really help ME...
At least give me a reason to cry...

Heart is aching...Just like the 1st time my heart feels hurt...
I will never forget that pain...bcoz its always coming back,,, To remind me...

Stupid me....all i can said....

Sweet~~~~~~~~

HY..!!!

Here i want to recommend you guyz a sweet yet oso disgusting Korean Movie...It's called " Antique Bakery"... Yeah!!!!!

Hihihix.. Now let me give you a brief introduction....:

Cast..
Joo Ji Hoon as Kim Jin Hyeok (Tachibana)
Kim Jae Wook as Min Seon Woo (Ono)
Yoo Ah In as Yang Ki Beom (Eiji)
Choi Ji Ho as Nam Soo Yeong (Chikage)
Andy Gillet as Jean-Baptise Evan

Story..
The story's action focuses around the eponymous bakery/cafe and its staff:
Tachibana: the ill-tempered owner and sole waiter of the establishment. The son of a banking magnate, he used his parents' money to open a pastry shop despite his dislike of sweets.

Yuusuke: mild-mannered girl-phobic pastry chef by day, better known on the gay club circuit as 'Yuey', a diabolically seductive player by night.

Eiji: forced to retire from boxing because of an injury, this scrapper finds fulfillment as an apprentice pastry chef to 'Master' Yuusuke.

Surprisingly, the first installment of the series has very little yaoi content - there's a high-school confession of love that's quickly and cruelly squelched, and a chapter that focuses on a night on the town with Yuey. But otherwise, it's a nice ensemble piece that establishes the characters, including the clientele, and how their lives intertwine.

Volume Two, however, ups the ante with the introduction of Chikage, Tachibana's sweet but bumbling guardian. The boss man's 'shadow' is just Yuusuke's type - and whatever Yuey wants, Yuey gets, even if it's at his coworkers' expense. Hearts are broken, revelations are made and Santa hand-delivers bûche de noël in time for Christmas.
It's a conceit that's often used, where a setting is the catalyst or crossroads where story threads meet, but it's one that I like unabashedly. Also, staying true to my gourmand roots, I love food-oriented stories. Tampopo, Babette's Feast, Like Water for Chocolate - I loves my food porn. That's why I really loved the attention to detail the author paid to the process of making pastries, the description of flavor and texture. It seems like she spent time really researching her subject matter.
Fumi Yoshinaga's artistic style is very simplistic. There are a lot of talking head panels with empty backgrounds and her proportions seem a little wonky at times. But I like how clean and minimal her lines are; and since this is a character driven piece, I can forgive the lack of detail in setting. The pastries and serving pieces, however, are rendered in near-fetish detail. Had me hankering for overly-fussy baked goods in the worst way.
As a writer, Ms. Yoshinaga cleverly pulls the bait-and-switch on her readers, leading them down a road with an assumed destination, then crossing three lanes of traffic, cutting off a bus full of nuns to take an exit they didn't see coming.
A word of warning to yaoi fans - don't go into this book expecting a triple-x throwdown in every chapter. While the book does have suggestive moments and sequences of surprising sensuality (Yuusuke's transformation into Yuey is breathtaking at times - as is his raindance seduction of Chikage), it's mostly handled off-panel. All of the action rates PG-13, at best.

Hihihihix... I watched this movie last nite,,, Because i saw " Joo Ji Hoon"( Played Xin jun in Princess HOurs) played one of the characters.. And it's so different with previous character he had played.. And those cake in the movie,,, WAOOHHH!!!! delicioSo~~~~Sweet....

Hahahax...

BUt....!!! it's so Yuck!!!! Because there were some Gay scene... If you cant stand those Sick Scene,,then dont watch the movie...

Flower Meaning Speak For You...

HOw many roses you need to send to convey your messages...???

Here are some guides for you let you know and learn the meaning of number of roses....

• On a first date, a single rose symbolises love at first sight. it can also be given in years to come to say, "I still love you." Only you.....


• Give someone two roses to represent your mutual love and affection.


• Representing the couple and their shared love, a bouquet of three roses is traditional one month anniversary gift.


• Whether it's a school crush or a more mature passion, six roses symbolizes infatuation.


• To send the message “We’ll be together forever,” send a bouquet of nine roses.


• Let them know that their love is perfection with a bouquet of ten roses.


• A perfect dozen shouts "Be mine!"


• Tell someone that they'll be your friend forever with a bouquet of thirteen roses.


• Need to let someone know that you're sorry? Send them fifteen roses.


• Send the message "my feelings for you are truly sincere" with a bouquet of twenty roses.


• Twenty-one roses say, "I'm dedicated to you"


• Two dozen roses shouts "I'm yours!"


• Send a message of congratulations with twenty-five roses.


• Three dozen says "I'm head over heels in love!"


• Forty roses says, "my love for you is genuine."


• To express a love that knows no bounds, send a bouquet that's equally as limitless - filled with fifty (or more) beautiful luxurious roses.

Do you know that Yellow roses means friendship,,and if you send 13 yellow roses to someone that means you are gonna rejected he/she...

TULIP flower meaning is "declaration love".. So you have another choice of flower if you want to declare your Love..hihihi... OOoo... and DAISY has a meaning of " Dost Thou Love Me..?"( Do you love me..?)

Actually here i've got a story want to share with you.. It's a story about my sister's friend happended on one of the Valentine day...

LOng time ago,, on the Valentine day.. He planned to buy a bouquet of roses for his girlfriend..

Then so coincidence that one of his friend's parent own a florist shop,,So he ordered from that friend and asked her to bring it on Valentine day...

The friend asked him,,"How many roses you want for your bouquet..?"

He said," Nine..Nine.." It's means forever.."

His friend said," Sure...?" Ok....!!!! Just remember to prepared the money...

That day came,, the friend brought a very very big bouquet of Red Roses...

He was very shock at that time whem he saw the bouquet of flower,,so he asked,,whose this bouquet for..??

The friend said," It's yours.." You said Nine..Nine.." So i bought it for you,,if you don't believe me you can count,, It's Ninety NIne...."

At that time he realized,,,Oh My God...!!! It's a misunderstand...hahahaz..

But at the end he still bought it,, and he also said nevermind larr,,most important thing is his girlfriend is happy.......

THE END

Funny yet sweet misundestanding...hahahahaz....

Amazing LOve Story....

Do you guyz ever hear any touching or romantic love stories...???

I've got one,,,let me share this story with you guyz...

Once upon a time, there was once a guy who was very much in love with this girl. This romantic guy folded 1,000 pieces of papercranes as a gift to his girl. Although, at that time he was just a small executive in his company, his future doesn't seemed too bright, they were very happy together. Until one day, his girl told him she was going to Paris and will never come back. She also told him that she cannot visualise any future for the both of them, so let's go their own ways there and then... heartbroken, the guy agreed.
When he regained his confidence, he worked hard day and night, slogging his body and mind just to make something out of himself. Finally with all these hardwork and with the help of friends, this guy had set up his own company...
"You never fail until you stop trying." he always told himself. "I must make it in life!"One rainy day, while this guy was driving, he saw an elderly couple sharing an umbrella in the rain walking to some destination. Even with the umbrella, they were still drenched. It didn't take him long to realise those were his ex-girlfriend's parents. With a heart in getting back at them, he drove slowly beside the couple, wanting them to spot him in his luxury sedan. He wanted them to know that he wasn't the same anymore, he had his own company, car, condo, etc. He had made it in life!
Before the guy can realise, the couple was walking towards a cemetary,and he got out of his car and followed them...and he saw his ex-girlfriend, a photograph of her smiling sweetly as ever at him from her tombstone... and he saw his precious papercranes in a bottle placed beside her tomb. Her parents saw him. He walked over and asked them why this had happened. They explained, she did not leave for France at all. She was stricken ill with cancer. In her heart, she had believed that he will make it someday, but she did not want her illness to be his obstacle ... therefore she had chosen to leave him.
She had wanted her parents to put his papercranes beside her, because, if the day comes when fate brings him to her again he can take some of those back with him. The guy just wept ...the worst way to miss someone is to be sitting right beside them but knowing you can't have them and will never see them again.The End."
A tragic story that perhaps happens only in the movies. At the end of the day, money is money is money but love is divine. In our quest for our material wealth, take time to make time for our loved ones. There will be a time when we have only memories to cling to.

THE END

Have you ever think to have this kind of love story...?? Or you just want an ordinary love story...?? Fall in love,, get married,, having baby,, then what..??

Do you ever have someone...that really love you,, but you dont love he/she like the way he/she love you..?? Even they had waited for you for years...Stand by you when you are sad...Give you support when you fall...

Can you love them..? Will you..? How........???

Even myself cant answer this question....

Can i...????

Maybe most of you will say No,,b'coz it's not love...

Strangest Law in The World......

hemm~~~Today i read an article about World's Strangest Law....

Here are the list of the most ridiculous law in some of the countries...

- In Victoria Australia, only a licensed electrician is allowed to change a lightbulb.( WAhh..!! juz a lightbulb,,need a electrician to change it...!! Then,,wat is husband for...?!? Haha..)

- In Ohio, it is against state law to get a fish drunk. ( Who will get the fish drunk..?!? HEm...wonder how the fish look like when they drunk..??)

- In the UK, a pregnant woman can legally relieve herself anywhere she wants - even, if she so requests, in a policeman’s helmet.( Will they really dare to relieve themselves in the public..??)

- In San Salvador, drunk drivers can be punished by death before a firing squad. ( This is really a serious offence..)

- In the UK, a man who feels compelled to urinate in public can do so only if he aims for his rear wheel and keeps his right hand on his vehicle.(Hahahahaz...!!! This one really funny...)

- In Florida, unmarried women who parachute on Sundays can be jailed.( Why...?? This is an unequal treaty..)

- In Vermont, women must obtain written permission from their husbands to wear false teeth.( If the husband says No,, then the wife become toothless noh..!!!POOR Wife...)

- In Bahrain, a male doctor may legally examine a woman’s genitals but is forbidden from looking directly at them during the examination; he may only see their reflection in a mirror.( Hem...Not only in Bahrain got this kind of law,,but oso in other countries..)

- In Eureka, Nevada, USA, it is still illegal for men with moustaches to kiss women.( That's mean Got Moustaches = No Kiss.....Those guyz with moustaches got no girlfriend lor..hahaha)

- In Alexandria, Minnesota, USA, it is still illegal for a man who has garlic, onions or sardines on his breath to have sex with his wife.( Even without this regulation,,i dont think their wife will not allow them to touch them with bad breath..hihihi..)

- In Providence, Rhode Island, USA, it is still illegal for shop owners to sell toothpaste and toothbrushes to the same customer on a Sunday.( WHY....?????)

- In St. Louis, Missouri, USA, it is still illegal for firemen to rescue women who are still in their nightdresses.( then,,the firemen let them die,,or wait them change their cloth..?? Too late liao larr..)

- In Washington, USA, it is still an offence to pretend that you have rich parents.( Hah..?!? they people like to do that...??)

- In Iowa, USA, it is against the law to kiss for more than five minutes.( Then stop every 1 minute lor,,then continue again...so it will not violate the rule...hahaha..)

- Chewing gum is illegal in Singapore.( Famous law....)

- In Milan, Italy, there is still a law that requires citizens to smile at all times or risk a hefty fine. The only exceptions are visiting hospitals and funerals.( Wahh...really tired ler smile all d tym....If you do that in other countries, maybe they will think you suffer mental problem..)

- In Burma it is illegal to get internet access. If a person is found in possession of a modem he can be imprisoned. ( What..!!!! NO...!!! No internet..!!! This is ridiculous....!!!)


So,,,What are your opinion about these ridiculous law..?? Maybe this is why in some countries lawyer very rich..!! Hahahahaz...)
Enjoy reading.....

An Interesting Test........

Yo guyz,,,want to try to do the test..
Wait...Wait..Wait..no Peep...!!!
prepare ur pen,paper so you can write down your answer...
If you scan all the way to the end before finishing you won't get the honest results. Don't cheat. Scroll slowly and do each exercise.
OK..Lets start.......................................................................................... INTERPRETATION AT THE END OF THE TEST................

Chapter I: Arrange the following 5 animals according to your preference:

Cow Tiger Sheep Horse Monkey

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Chapter II : Write one word to describe each of the following:

Dog Cat Rat Coffee Ocean

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Chapter III : Think of somebody (who also knows you) that you can relate to the following colours: Please don't repeat your answer twice. Name only one person for each colour.

Yellow Orange Red White Green

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Ready for the interpretation....???

ok,,Lets see...

Chapter I : This will define your priorities in life
Cow means career

Tiger means pride

Sheep means love

Horse means family

Monkey means money
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Chapter II : Your description of Dog implies your own personality
Your description of Cat implies your partner's personality

Your description of Rat implies your enemy's personality

Your description of Coffee is how you interpret sex

Your description of Ocean implies your own life
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Chapter III : Yellow - somebody who will never forget you

Orange - someone whom you can consider as your real friend

Red - someone you really love

White - your solute

Green - a person whom you will always remember for the rest of your life
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So,,what are your interpretation...??Correct..??

this is just for fun....Dont take it to seriously ok..hihi

Money...Money..Money...

Today topic is about,," What is your motivation of earn money?"

Hahahaz,,,seems stupid hoh..I got the idea when i on the way home...

Today,,me and Pon had a small talk about buy and sell STOck....

So,,when i was walking home,,i was thinking that it will be great if i oso invest and i can earn a LOT of money...hehehez....But its easy to talk but hard to do... Hem~~~~

Then,, I was thinking,, What motivate me to earn alot of money..?

If i have a lot of money,,so i can buy a lot of things,,i can go to travel,,and no need to spend parent money... That's really Good...!!!

Suddenly, i remind my younger sister.. She is 1 year younger than me..

She is really,,emmm....you can say LOVE money...!!!

Absolutely crazy...She likes to save money... ( Shhh~~!!it's a secret oo...haha)

But somehow,,she doesnt like to spend the money,,rarely spend it...

So,, I think maybe there are some people earn money becoz they lyk MONEY,,but not the value of the money...MOney let them feel secure,lyk buying insurance...

At the end of this reading,,, Have you ever try to ask yourself what motivate you to earn money...????

I.......Lop......YouU

I read an article today....

its about the word " i love you"....
It' a promise,,it's the meaning,,it's the feeling.....

When people said the word I Love You,,
there are two possibilities...
1st: U r an expert in love relationship,,U R drunk,,or U r an actor or actress...
2nd: U really fall in love,,suffered a lot,,love till end of ur life..

Then in what kind of circumstance u will speak out this word....???

hemm....Now i wonder why at that tym,,i could speak out the word so easily....???
And i lyk to hear that oso....hihihihi...

It's the human nature...people loVe to hear other people say; Love you,,Like you,,MIss you...
Haih,,,,,,
Especially women..!!! Hahaha....SOme of them always lyk to ask their boyfriend,,Do you love me?? HOw much you love me...??
And the boyfriend always answer,, Aiyoh!!! why always ask me this Q,,,?? Love you in action is more important.....!!!


Actually when you really say the word,,it's oso an action...
You dare to say it,,dare to promise,,and faster...
it's maybe only take you 3 second to say that and express your love,,but for the action,,maybe you need 3 hours,,3 weeks,,3 months to really show your lover that you love them...
Rite....???Correct..???Agree....???haha

BUt it's oso hurt most when come to the end of the relationship...
b'coz the word contain a lot more strong emotion than the things you did...

" I LOve You"... Is a promise,,,a promise juz between you and him/her...
Maybe u really meant it at that tym,,but its doesnt mean that you wil not change in the future...

SO,,,,, If you,,yourself don't have the absolute confidence to make a promise an fulfil it...
Don't say that easily....




hihihihix....enjoy reading it.....
seeya next tym....

Rea...li..Ze.....

Since the last valentine,,i havent post any new stories...
hehe...
Very lazy...
hem....