Kehujanan...

nyampek sekolah hujan deras...
brdiri dbus stop pun basah...

mau manggil taksi ja gk bsa..
untung da taksi mau brhenti buat saya..
tpi,,stopnya jauh mat dah..

tetep kena hujan juga...
rambut badan basah semua...
da sapa yg mau tolong saya...

telepon suruh bawain slop ma si jessica..
untung da lop extra...

tpi ampe dy dtg,,sy dah kering dah..
jdi kublg gk usah...

Koq kykny jdi puisi yc...aneh saya,,,

kelas pnya aircon dingin kali,,,gk tahan sya,,jdi pulang ja...
moga jgn sakit lgi...susah sembuh saya..
kamsahamida....

Lama~~~gk update...

Hari ni pas dbus, nampak kecelakaan...
BENER..SERIUS...orang yg dah mati terpapar djalan...
seperti yg da dtv,,darhnya bnyk sekali..
badanya gk bergerak lgi..

bener shocked....!!!!

pertama kali liat orang mati(yg blum dbrsihkan) langsung dr mata sendiri..

suddenly feel so sad..wat wil happen to his family??
lalu saya jdinya baca doa buat dy...
moga bsa kalam bahagia..
sadhu..sadhu..sadhu....

REGRET.......

Yesterday morning,,,
Sya klas pagi skrg... jdi hp ku paginya kututup....
in d middle of lesson,, Fang2 receive sms mei2...
ternyata dy lgi cri sy,,tpi hp dsms n telp gk msuk2...
lalu kutanya napa..?
dy hny blg tdi pagi mama dpt telp dr sing,,krain sy,,jdi telp blik,,tpi sy gk ngangkat...

lalu i went for lunch then went back home...
then sy sms'an ma mei2,,,katanya sebenarnya tdi pagi Papa pingsan 2 kali drumah....!!!!!!!
jdi mama bru telp sy,,krna dah gakpapa jdi mama ju blg gk usah ksih tau sy lgi...
Sedih!!! Regret!!! Koq sy gk buka hp.......!!!!!
huhuhuhuhux.............

Kta mei2 papa dah pgi lhat Doc. and dah stabil...
tpi still angry with myself...

ps( trnyata mama luka pas lgi ngangkat papa,, o ce dimana"....)
SEDIH.....!!!!!!!!!!!!!
huhuhuhux.........

hope papa cepat sembuh,,,gk sakit...

Tired..Boring..and Sad

I spent my weeks with my assignment.. Very tired.. Seems like, no matter how hard i tried, i cant finished it on time...
Maybe my expectation is a bit too high... Not only tired myself but also my friends...
So,,by this change, i want to apologize to my group member...
Sorry... Min ane... Dui bu qi...
Sometime i do request alot of things from u guyz,,but please be understanding..
Coz i want to do better...and have a better report..
for what had i said to you all during discussion that maybe hurt you,, again,, Sorry...
And Thank you gals..
i love you...
MwwAAaaQQQqqZZzz....!!!
hihihihihix.....

Emotional...............

A sleepless night....
Again....evry once in a month...

feel frustruated,,moody,,sad,, and angry.... i really dont know WHY is it like that...
I hate myself,,,hate for cant let it go...hate for not let it past...
How much longer do i need to suffer,,or how much more do i need to suffer..???

Want to cry hard,,, but no reason for me to cry...
These feelings,, make me feel helpless...
Dont know what can i do to make myself feel better...no ONE here can really help ME...
At least give me a reason to cry...

Heart is aching...Just like the 1st time my heart feels hurt...
I will never forget that pain...bcoz its always coming back,,, To remind me...

Stupid me....all i can said....

Sweet~~~~~~~~

HY..!!!

Here i want to recommend you guyz a sweet yet oso disgusting Korean Movie...It's called " Antique Bakery"... Yeah!!!!!

Hihihix.. Now let me give you a brief introduction....:

Cast..
Joo Ji Hoon as Kim Jin Hyeok (Tachibana)
Kim Jae Wook as Min Seon Woo (Ono)
Yoo Ah In as Yang Ki Beom (Eiji)
Choi Ji Ho as Nam Soo Yeong (Chikage)
Andy Gillet as Jean-Baptise Evan

Story..
The story's action focuses around the eponymous bakery/cafe and its staff:
Tachibana: the ill-tempered owner and sole waiter of the establishment. The son of a banking magnate, he used his parents' money to open a pastry shop despite his dislike of sweets.

Yuusuke: mild-mannered girl-phobic pastry chef by day, better known on the gay club circuit as 'Yuey', a diabolically seductive player by night.

Eiji: forced to retire from boxing because of an injury, this scrapper finds fulfillment as an apprentice pastry chef to 'Master' Yuusuke.

Surprisingly, the first installment of the series has very little yaoi content - there's a high-school confession of love that's quickly and cruelly squelched, and a chapter that focuses on a night on the town with Yuey. But otherwise, it's a nice ensemble piece that establishes the characters, including the clientele, and how their lives intertwine.

Volume Two, however, ups the ante with the introduction of Chikage, Tachibana's sweet but bumbling guardian. The boss man's 'shadow' is just Yuusuke's type - and whatever Yuey wants, Yuey gets, even if it's at his coworkers' expense. Hearts are broken, revelations are made and Santa hand-delivers bûche de noël in time for Christmas.
It's a conceit that's often used, where a setting is the catalyst or crossroads where story threads meet, but it's one that I like unabashedly. Also, staying true to my gourmand roots, I love food-oriented stories. Tampopo, Babette's Feast, Like Water for Chocolate - I loves my food porn. That's why I really loved the attention to detail the author paid to the process of making pastries, the description of flavor and texture. It seems like she spent time really researching her subject matter.
Fumi Yoshinaga's artistic style is very simplistic. There are a lot of talking head panels with empty backgrounds and her proportions seem a little wonky at times. But I like how clean and minimal her lines are; and since this is a character driven piece, I can forgive the lack of detail in setting. The pastries and serving pieces, however, are rendered in near-fetish detail. Had me hankering for overly-fussy baked goods in the worst way.
As a writer, Ms. Yoshinaga cleverly pulls the bait-and-switch on her readers, leading them down a road with an assumed destination, then crossing three lanes of traffic, cutting off a bus full of nuns to take an exit they didn't see coming.
A word of warning to yaoi fans - don't go into this book expecting a triple-x throwdown in every chapter. While the book does have suggestive moments and sequences of surprising sensuality (Yuusuke's transformation into Yuey is breathtaking at times - as is his raindance seduction of Chikage), it's mostly handled off-panel. All of the action rates PG-13, at best.

Hihihihix... I watched this movie last nite,,, Because i saw " Joo Ji Hoon"( Played Xin jun in Princess HOurs) played one of the characters.. And it's so different with previous character he had played.. And those cake in the movie,,, WAOOHHH!!!! delicioSo~~~~Sweet....

Hahahax...

BUt....!!! it's so Yuck!!!! Because there were some Gay scene... If you cant stand those Sick Scene,,then dont watch the movie...

Flower Meaning Speak For You...

HOw many roses you need to send to convey your messages...???

Here are some guides for you let you know and learn the meaning of number of roses....

• On a first date, a single rose symbolises love at first sight. it can also be given in years to come to say, "I still love you." Only you.....


• Give someone two roses to represent your mutual love and affection.


• Representing the couple and their shared love, a bouquet of three roses is traditional one month anniversary gift.


• Whether it's a school crush or a more mature passion, six roses symbolizes infatuation.


• To send the message “We’ll be together forever,” send a bouquet of nine roses.


• Let them know that their love is perfection with a bouquet of ten roses.


• A perfect dozen shouts "Be mine!"


• Tell someone that they'll be your friend forever with a bouquet of thirteen roses.


• Need to let someone know that you're sorry? Send them fifteen roses.


• Send the message "my feelings for you are truly sincere" with a bouquet of twenty roses.


• Twenty-one roses say, "I'm dedicated to you"


• Two dozen roses shouts "I'm yours!"


• Send a message of congratulations with twenty-five roses.


• Three dozen says "I'm head over heels in love!"


• Forty roses says, "my love for you is genuine."


• To express a love that knows no bounds, send a bouquet that's equally as limitless - filled with fifty (or more) beautiful luxurious roses.

Do you know that Yellow roses means friendship,,and if you send 13 yellow roses to someone that means you are gonna rejected he/she...

TULIP flower meaning is "declaration love".. So you have another choice of flower if you want to declare your Love..hihihi... OOoo... and DAISY has a meaning of " Dost Thou Love Me..?"( Do you love me..?)

Actually here i've got a story want to share with you.. It's a story about my sister's friend happended on one of the Valentine day...

LOng time ago,, on the Valentine day.. He planned to buy a bouquet of roses for his girlfriend..

Then so coincidence that one of his friend's parent own a florist shop,,So he ordered from that friend and asked her to bring it on Valentine day...

The friend asked him,,"How many roses you want for your bouquet..?"

He said," Nine..Nine.." It's means forever.."

His friend said," Sure...?" Ok....!!!! Just remember to prepared the money...

That day came,, the friend brought a very very big bouquet of Red Roses...

He was very shock at that time whem he saw the bouquet of flower,,so he asked,,whose this bouquet for..??

The friend said," It's yours.." You said Nine..Nine.." So i bought it for you,,if you don't believe me you can count,, It's Ninety NIne...."

At that time he realized,,,Oh My God...!!! It's a misunderstand...hahahaz..

But at the end he still bought it,, and he also said nevermind larr,,most important thing is his girlfriend is happy.......

THE END

Funny yet sweet misundestanding...hahahahaz....