Emotional...............

A sleepless night....
Again....evry once in a month...

feel frustruated,,moody,,sad,, and angry.... i really dont know WHY is it like that...
I hate myself,,,hate for cant let it go...hate for not let it past...
How much longer do i need to suffer,,or how much more do i need to suffer..???

Want to cry hard,,, but no reason for me to cry...
These feelings,, make me feel helpless...
Dont know what can i do to make myself feel better...no ONE here can really help ME...
At least give me a reason to cry...

Heart is aching...Just like the 1st time my heart feels hurt...
I will never forget that pain...bcoz its always coming back,,, To remind me...

Stupid me....all i can said....