i'm not giving u up,,,but u r d 1 who give up on urself....

Today is Valentine day....

sad one,,,cruel one,,dissappointed one....

let's start 2 read my rubbish story..


today,,we suppose to hav a happy hang out among the girls...
but suddenly "F" get angry without any reason...(again)
den at d bus stop she told "M" she is not goin with us...
she wants to be alone..
so i ask her why?(but i guess its b'coz of her EX bf...)
so i said,,nvm lor..we go alone..u go home and rest...we know u r nt in d good mood..

so we left her alone...and we cross d bridge...

on the other side of the bus stop..
we saw "F" again...
I think det she need a company,,so i go der n offer 2 accompany her...
but she said no need...den ok lorr..
but suddenly she came and said want 2 go wit us...
yeah...!!!!i thought she ok ready...

after we sat on d bus..i reach my handphone...
i saw a xmx from "F"...she said she is sad or somthng (i dun know) b'coz we r not concern bout her,,,n today is d last tym she will hang out wit us...

Plang....plang...plang...(thunder........)

why so suddenly..?
wen did i nvr concern bout u??
i didn do anythg wrong...

and den i told others...bout "F" sms...
der response oso same wit me..
(at det tym i realize she didnt sit wit us,,)

next sms came.....its wrote,,lets make dis a happy hang outin for d LAST TIME...
( Wat d hell is det mean)

i start to feel angry,,how can she so easy to say last tym...she want to end dis friendship...!!!!!!!

ok,,fyn,,b'coz im TOO hungry,,so i will eat 1st den talk wit her later...

after we found a place to eat,,,den we had done eating..."V" start 2 talk..

"V" apologize 4 chase her away,,wen she need 2 talk to me alone....but "V" said det with no hurt intention....
n "V" ask her wat did we do det make u angry..???
"F" didnt answer...( i can feel n see det "V" is goin 2 blow up)

she stil didnt say anything...den i cant stand it anymore..
so i ask,,wat wrong wit u??
r u angry wit us b'coz me and "V" keep u away wen we talk..??

Den NOW she talk....

I'M NOT ANGRY WITH U GUYZ...( dis really suck men...!!!not angry with us,,den wat do u mean by d last time hang out..n wit ur angry face..)

she is again playing us around...
i'm really sad b'coz "F" said we r nt concern bout her...
if its other people maybe i wil juz ignore it,,but u said det to me....
u OMIT ALL OF MY EFFORT.....!!!!
Suddenly i felt so pathetic for myself..
i hav done dis lot,,,but she juz said we r not concern bout her...

He..He..He..He...(wat a funny joke)

I afraid i will blow up,,so i said i need to go to d bookstore buy Breaking dawn( NiCE BOOk...!!!but out of stock...~~~~)

"I" "V" accompany me,,,den left "M" n "P" accompany her....

wen i reach d book store i called "P",,i ask her if "F" ok..?(stupid of me stil concern bout her...Stupid..Stupid..Stupid..)

den i said if "F" ready to talk n wan 2 apologize den i wil try to listen to her explaination...
if not den der is no need for us to talk anymore...

Next...Continue next tym...feel tired 2 write...long story...